Re-Introduction

Lately. I’ve been getting this feeling that im pretty useless. I mean, I feel like a freakin poser or something. I even have a hard time writing about myself, even though I’m a very opinionated person and want to be a writer(which is a failure as a dream because I’m not all that great, but whatever)... I also have been all woeful about myself, feeling all sorry for myself. Seriously, I need to get over feeling sorry for myself like that.

And I can’t even seem to write a permanent blog, I’m constantly changing, because I’m just stupid and all my blogs sound pretty lame. Believe me, if you had read them prior, ha, you’d understand. But, since it’s neseccary that I introduce myself, which I never did before because I’m just weird that way, here are a few things you should know before I continue my random ramblings:

My name is Xiola, I am a teenager, and as we all know, teenagers are all the same, stereotypical little ‘I know everythings’... Yeah, whatever, basically, if you are so short sighted as to see that way, then I don’t need you reading this, and I’m sure you’d prefer not to, so buh bye. I am also very opinionated, as mentioned, and though I have a very hard time showing this, I am going to start trying to write about how I really feel, so be forewarned, sometimes my feelings make no sense whatsoever and are rather dark. Dun dun dun.

I love cats, they are going to take over the world, all cat haters are going to die! MUAHAHAHAHA! Okay, moment over. I also am an anime and manga fan(OH NO! IS SHE GOING TO START USING BAKA AND SAYONARA AND A BUNCH OF OTHER JAPANESE WORDS LIKE A CREEPY LIL WANNA-BE JAPANESE GIRL?! Maybe I will, just to spite you). I hate haters. I hate people who automatically reject someone because of the way they look, or because of them having different likes and dislikes. Though I am sometimes guilty of this myself(does this make me a hypocrite? Discuss...).

Warning: I tend to stretch the truth, even to my own family members. I feel guilt....AAAAAH! WALLOWING IN GUUUUUILT!!!!!

Another note: I will also most likely try too hard in this blog, just saying it before you do.

I really love J-rock. It is pretty much the only music I listen too, though I also listen to Placebo and sometimes I’ll hear a random song on the radio I really, really like. The GazettE is my favorite band, Dir en Grey comes in a close second, and Placebo is somewhere up there at the top floating around too.

Besides ramblings and complaining about the injustices in this world, Xiola might insert some reviews of Anime and Manga, and of certain songs(OMG-DID SHE JUST USE THE THIRD PERSON!? Yes, she did.... :D).... I write stories, I might post some of those as well....

Now you know all you need to know. This is my first entry, welcome to my world. If you choose to follow me, read this, or whatever, I warn you: be afraid, be very afraid...

(PS: Told you I’d try too hard)

The title for my blog.... don't ask